These past few weeks have been rough..
With school, and stress, and my job starting.. :screams:

Yesterday was a horrible day for me.
At work, a guy comes up, and he looks just. like. james. And he smelled like him, and he had the tattooed arms and everything.. I wanted to bad to say 'You remind me so much of my brother it's scary' but I knew the second I mentioned him, I would start to cry.
Well, he gets his kid's picture [or his cousin? idk..] and he leaves. But Later I see him running back trying to catch his friend. I start to lose it and I go up to one of the girls working with me and tried to ask 'Can I go to the bathroom and collect myself?' but no.. I started to cry so hard I couldn't speak. I got out 'Just let me go to the bathroom real quick, I'll explain later.' and she just nods and I go.
Only I go the wrong way, of course. I don't realize this until I am halfway down that hallway or whatever and my manager runs up to me and is just like 'Are you okay?!?!' and I tell her the guy looked like my brother, etc and I just needed to go collect myself. She gave me a big hug.. I felt really embarrassed.
Not only did I make myself look like an emotional wreck in front of a coworker I had met 15 minutes previously, or I ran the wrong way....
But the rest of the night, I was shakey, I was nervous, and i kept messing up. It was so embarrassing.. I felt like the entire night my coworker was just feeling sorry for me. And I hate that that was her first impression of me. The emotional wreck who can't control herself...
We talked for a while later, she's real nice. but still. DX

This morning I had mom pray for me before I went in to work, and it helped. I felt a lot better, and I apologized for yesterday..

Later I go up to the verizon store to see what's going on with my phone and see if they can fix it. they can't. but whatever. I may pay $50 to get another phone like mine, or I'll just take my friend's phone when she gets her new one. I hate this. D:<

At least I'm home
My dad got these cool dr.pepper bottles that you can only get in texas.. One of his good friends got it for us. It tastes different, but it's good. I may grab another one.